FALLING FOR NOTHING
Break the silence, drown the mud
Feel the candles, through the flood
To think my life has changed, I feel deranged when I know I'm sober
But you and I know both know I'll run this show til I think it's over
Fight the feeling, break the cross
The sunny days are gone,
I'm searching even though I'm lost
I fumble everything, my life is based on misery
I'm taking the honest path I know it's sad but I'm still here so
And any where we go,
I feel alone with slight discomfort
I need to let you know I'm running out of all the answers
I'm falling for, falling for nothing, nothing
Say
Speak
Run
To think my life has changed I feel deranged when I know I'm sober
But you and I know both know I'll run this show til' I think it's over
I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling for nothing, nothing.
METHOMANIA
Live your life away from your family
It took time to use your mind
I hate myself to drink what you drank,
But love it at the same damn time
It's like I'm growing ahead
But my mind, can't figure it out
I'll cross a nautical bridge
Full of lies and alcoholic trout
My methomania has come to this
Luminaries with no cocaine,
A formulaic twist
I'm gassed out,
Cause my parental figure made me lash out
Well time to post about it and see, what I see,
Is it me that needs the change?
I'm wasted,
I fell right asleep within my basement
The day of the week, or the time, or the place
I don't know my face no more
It's like I'm growing ahead
But my mind, can't figure it out
I'll cross a nautical bridge
Full of lies and alcoholic trout
My methomania has come to this
Luminaries with no cocaine,
A formulaic twist
POP SONG FOR HEARTBREAK
For long awaited times
I want to write something for you
You were all I had, I didn't hear the truth
That you never felt the same, no you never felt the same
And all of the times we had, we spent together
The sun in the sky made us fly, it was the weather
And the mixture of poison and love
You shoved down my throat
I remember dreaming 'bout you girl
You said that you had done the same
But now you're sitting lonely with no one
Because you ruined your name
I remember speaking 'bout our love
You said that it was always true
But now your sitting by yourself, alone,
Because you got nothing to do
Well that sucks, so what
Do you really think you'd make me feel bad
'Cause you lost, because,
No one can listen to your problems
Get up and hate yourself,
I want to, I want to see you
Crying for your faith in hell
I want to, I want to see you
Crying but your mind is spinning out of control
Crying when you see someone you used to know
Get up and hate yourself,
I want to, I want to now
I remember dreaming 'bout you girl
You said that you had done the same
But now you're sitting lonely with no one
Because you ruined your name
I remember running to and fro,
With feelings I could never say
You cheated on the ones who knew you most
And I wanted to play that game
Well that sucks, so what
Do you really think you'd make me feel bad
'Cause I lost, because, no one can listen to my problems
Get up and hate yourself,
I want to, I want to see you
Crying for your faith in hell
I want to, I want to see you
Crying but your mind is spinning out of control
Crying when you see someone you used to know
Get up and hate yourself,
I want to, I want to now
You could have let me go,
I could've saved your soul
You should've left
Get up and hate yourself,
I want to, I want to see you
Crying for your faith in hell
I want to, I want to see you
Crying but your mind is spinning out of control
Crying when you see someone you used to know
Get up and hate yourself,
I want to, I want to now, now
NEW WAVE WAR
New wave, today I can make an escape, not the way that I want
I part, through dark
I can't tell you apart, not the way that I want to, I want to say
Ooo the way you left me
Ooo the way I feel right now
Okay, today I can make my escape but not the way that I want
Yeah, I'm looking at my brother
Yeah, his face is blown to dust
Yeah, I'm looking for my sister
I'm screaming new wave war, war, war, war
New wave today, send me straight to the grave
What's the use for a front?
Both hands to god, please don't tear me apart
Not the way that I want to go, I want to say
Ooo the way you left me
Ooo I'm suffocating now
Okay, today send me straight to an escape please don't leave me to front!
Yeah, I'm looking at my brother
Yeah, his face is blown to dust
Yeah, I'm looking for my sister
I'm screaming new wave war, war, war, war
I'm coming up to be
Yeah, I'm looking at my brother
Yeah, his face is blown to dust
Yeah, I'm looking for my sister
Screaming new wave war, war, war
PUSHING TRIGGERS
Big money walking down on my back again,
Big money won't you come my way?
I'm too tired to get out of my bed again
Big money won't you show your face?
But you don't know my name at all,
You barely know my face
And I'm waiting, and I'm waiting for you
Pushing triggers now I'm telling the truth
Made a living off of stealing melodies, no
Tall tales of the one that prevails,
Could you stop him, could you make him fall?
All I could see was pain and darkness, misery
I'm trying not to crumble while my patience does
'Cause they don't know my shame at all
They barely knew my ways
And I'm waiting, and I'm waiting for you
Pushing triggers now I'm telling the truth
Made a living off of stealing melodies
And I said it cause I'm back again,
Put the bullet in my fucking head
Made a living I don't need no memory, oh
Don't you want my money?
You turned it down for stone
Hate to watch the TV
And I hate to see you go
All my friends are gone,
I'm faded and I'm lost
No more dumb mistakes you say,
But could you please lay off?
And I'm waiting, and I'm waiting for you
Pushing triggers now I'm telling the truth
Made a living off of stealing melodies, ah!
And I'm waiting, and I'm waiting for you
Pushing triggers now I'm telling the truth
Made a living I don't need no memory, no
HYMN OF THE ABYSS
Living once again,
Bodies from my head
Lost and so afraid,
Afraid of what I've made
I don't even want to be here
I don't even want to try
Nothing I could held, hold on to, but this time
Living once again,
Bodies from my head
Truth is that I'm scared to say
I need you when I fall
I don't even want to be here
I don't even want to try
Nothing I could held, hold on to, this time
I don't even want to be here
I don't even want to try
Nothing I could held, hold on to but this time
This time, this time, this time, this time
I don't even want to be here
I don't even want to try
Nothing I could held, hold on to, this time
I don't even want to be here
I don't even want to try
Nothing I could held, hold on to but this time
This time, this time, this time, this time
RAIN
Rain,
It falls again
Pain,
Reigns down, ooo-ah
Ooo-ah
Rain,
You've taken part and drenched me fully drowning, drowning
Pain,
For one more time you've made it worse when drowning in your
Flood
It falls again,
Rain reigns down ooo
Rain,
It falls again
Rain,
Reigns down, ooo
LOSE THIS FEELING
Said what I want,
Got what I need
Backed from my hand,
Sliced to the beat
Went from dreaming in the sun
To being tired of everyone
Now I can't dream until you know, oh oh oh
Said what I want,
Now in a way I can breathe
Battered son, was waking up inside a vision of no one
Seeing visions of someone,
And sleepless nights of making fun
Now I can't dream until you know, oh oh oh
Should I take classes
To better my mind
I'm feeling flaccid
Like a wave on my spine
It's always classic
The feeling of lies
Don't get me past this
You're feeling alive
Make your mind,
I'll take the time to lose this feeling
Make your mind,
I'll take the time to lose this feeling
Take the time,
To lose the feeling, feeling of lies
Go!
SHORELINE
Down in the ocean
Where I have been,
It is the saddest,
Place I'll admit
Where have you been? Where have you been?
Down in the ocean, reality
'Cause when the night hits
(Drowned by the shape of the shoreline)
And your mind fits
(Make waves that make me feel alright)
All the lies made
(Drowned by the shape of the shoreline)
Was your last day, make waves that make
Swept on the beach now,
I'm calling out for few
Great tides have swept me once more,
What should I do?
Where have you been? Where have you been?
Down in the ocean, my reality
'Cause when the night hits
(Drowned by the shape of the shoreline)
And your mind fits
(Make waves that make me feel alright)
All the lies made
(Drowned by the shape of the shoreline)
Was your last day, make waves that make
Shoreline! Shoreline!
Feeling old from sand,
Squeeze the soul in foreign land
Take control, of your past
Moving on's all I ask
And I feel so down in my time
And I want to fly in my life
And I feel so down all the time
And I want to fly
Drowned by the shape of the shoreline
I'll make waves that make you feel alright
Drowned by the shape of the shoreline
Make waves that make
BLEED ME OUT
Clean conscience
But your living a lie
Wasting my time
Full of shit
Spare me excuses
Full of abuses
Bleed me out
Wasting my time
Thinking your fine
Bleed me out
Tell me excuses
Full of abuses
Laid to rest
I feel something more
Than I've felt before
More to this?
Learning to fly
I'm saying goodbye
Bleed me out
Wasting my time
Thinking I'm fine
Bleed me out
Tell me excuses
Full of abuses
I can't change your mind
I can't change, now
RED MARK
Turn away from the day, you can say
That you're still gonna be with the show
And turn around with the sound, you can frown
Or you can go, and get with the show
Stumbling and tripping again
Red mark, the red mark, the red mark, the ah-ah ah-ah oh
Cha-cha choo!
Turn away from the start, you're smart
But you haven't even got up your throne
Black and white make em' fight, hit the lights
Get a whiff, and get up and go
Stumbling and tripping again
Red mark, the red mark, the red mark, the ah-ah ah-ah oh
TRASH
It seems I've got myself into a little situation
A situation where I cannot ask for help at all
I'm breaking ties with the people that I thought I knew
But when I think about it, they knew me because of you
You call me selfish over every little single scrap
And take those scraps and build them up so you can a-attack
I'm sick and tired of being your emotional punching bag
I'm telling you I'm giving up but I could never now
Never gonna give it up, save it till' your time runs out
Leaving you within the dust take this L and save it
I tell them just a bit
Your savior, like your friend
Take me away
Trash, Trash, Trash, Trash, Trash, Trash, Trash, Trash, Trash, Trash, Trash Trash
Trash, Trash, Trash, Trash
SLIP AWAY
I was sitting in my room
Because I had nothing to do
But then I'm thinking to myself
That it had only been a day
Since I had saw you in the rain
But now I'm thinking to myself
Why did I let you slip away?
Do anything to make it right
Why did I let you slip?
And now I'm singing stupid songs
And wishing that you'd sing along
But I still lay here by myself
I've tried to sleep away the pain
But slumber only feels the same
When you are here, right next to me
Why did I let you slip away?
Do anything to make it right
Why did I let you slip?
I can see the days
Back when they weren't grey
Holding onto somebody new
Now the glass is broke
Shattered and alone
You're making time for somebody new
But I'll pick up my time
Broke but staying alive
Move my head to the beat
But then I see you with me, oh-oh-oh